The first post

Masochist

Hard to believe, hard to tell
Still doesn't ring a bell
I never climbed the top
Then why did I fell
should I yell.

I should yell at the top of my lungs
till I drop from the edge of the sky
Will it replace me, where I used to belong
between bitter truth and a white lie

Hard to believe, hard to tell
don't know why I feel like oyster in a shell
Admit it, I love the pain
I know u love it when I scream your name
Loud and clear
No it is not, it's not the rain

Today is the day, to say it all away
To sway away the pain, to remould the clay
Things I couldn't say, things I wouldn't say

Hard to believe, hard to tell
life is like heaven, living is like hell